Tuesday, September 20, 2011

+He+


+He+


It's a fucked up thing,
When you realize he doesn't care.
He says I love you.
I began to believe it,
But now,
All I feel is that emptiness.
Neither he,
Nor anyone else can fathom it.
Or understand it.
My emotions go down the drain.
My intense monotony comes back.
I turn into a burnout.
Trying to retract,
From the cave borrowing into my chest.
Slowing shaking,
And quaking.
Bringing more rocks down with the tremors.
I wonder if he cares.
No,
I know he doesn't.
Hell,
He isn't even capable of missing me.
No move has been made to speak to me.
No move has been made,
To show he cares about me.
Though, it's nothing new.
Just the usual ignorance towards my feelings.
He'll just brush right over it.
Say, "She's just stupid,
It's not my fault."
I wish you would see.
What you do to me.
You make me numb to my emotions.
Falling into an ever continuing supply of black.
You're asinine way of showing me 'love.'
It doesn't have anything behind it.
You lie,
And lie,
And lie.
Until I'm lying on my back.
Staring at the sky.
With no life,
Behind my milky white eyes.

He wouldn't care,
Anyway.

THE END

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