Tuesday, September 20, 2011

+I Found My Fear+


+I Found My Fear+


I have long wondered,
What in the world my greatest fear is.
Is it the dark?
No, I sleep in the dark.
Is it being suffocated?
No, I sleep under the covers.
Is it being confined?
Possibly, but I lean towards masochism.
I sift through my mind.
Dilligently trying to see beyond,
My concious.
Something that has given me hell,
And gotten me out of it.
Yet,
It never tells me anything,
About my greatest fear.
The fear that will make my bones shiver,
And my fingers quiver.
My body will be restless,
With the meer thought of it.
But,
I have not the faintest idea what it is.
Then,
There I was one day.
Eating a small piece of Easter candy.
I ran my hand over my stomach.
I was bloating,
Long side affects from my oncoming period.
I swallowed the candy.
How evil it was.
I set the wrapper away.
Not daring look at it.
I walked infront of my mirror,
Looking my straight body over.
And in that moment I knew.
Gaining weight,
Was my greatest fear.

THE END

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