+Inspired+   I wish I wasn't always wrong.    I wish it wasn't always my fault.    The finger that you're pointing,    Has knocked me on my knees.    And all you need to know is,    I'm so sorry, it's not like me. __ My life is a whirl, As well as a swirl, Of confusing and complicated things. I try so hard to understand, Every little happening around me. And when I fail, My insecurities get the best of me. Are they better, Smarter, More able, Than I? My effort goes beyond that of, Extraordinary. As I stumble, Trip, And fall. I look above me. Past the stars, And through the heavens. Into that which is far away from my grasp. But not that of impossible. For nothing is impossible, In this great wide world. I just beg whatever higher power, For it not to always be my fault. For me not to always be wrong. For me, To be confident. My heart aches. Seething with want, To be sure of myself. Thinking, "I can do this! I won't fail!" But that has an invisible possibility of occuring. I hurt others, With my self esteem. Causing fights with my insecure emotions. I lose trust and faith, Almost destroying relations. With no good explanation. I just wish, That my heart would not always be in pain. Longing for that confidence, That will empower everyone else, As well as my collapsing self. THE END